I have had 7 surgeries in 3 yrs. My Hysterectomy was in '08 and I almost died from a severe viral infection afterwards. So, many doctors believe I just want 'Drugs'. NO, actually, I WANT to LIVE. I have a 6 year old son, my world, and some days, I hate waking up. It really is depressing when the medical professionals have no empathy for what I am going thru. I am doing some beginners yoga and pilates and herbal remedies. I'll do anything to not feel like a 90 year old woman who can not get around.