i go to a musical arts school in ny. i'm curently 15 and really depressed. i'm really lonely. i make friends easily but i have problems keeping them. i make other peoples good moods bad because i go on and on about whats wrong with me all the time. my friends who wanted to be phycologests say i have too many problems. my doctor says he thinks i'm bipolar but i have to be evaluated by a phycologest
people find me to be very annoying, crazy, and a perv and in my love life i am found to be attractive(althoguh i dont see it) but very confusing and emosinal so it never works out. i am pretty untill you get to know me well enogh then you just think i'm sick and need some help. last week this guy told me i needed to get my brain checked because i didnt understand anything i read in this book we read as a class. i find it really hard to read because my mind wonders off real easily and when i do try to concentrate my brain hurts real bad
one thing i do to try to keep me happy is sing. i love sining and i am good at it but in these days that wont get me anywere. i go to a competive school and even though i might be one of the strongest in my class vocaly i'm not too good with rhythm. if you ever wanna check out one of my vids go to youtube.com/cat66222
i'm really diffrent from most people. i dress wearid but i find it to be in a good way plus i'm nothing compared to my classmates. i like to wear very colorful things because it makes me feel better. i am bisexual which in new york and espasally my school is no big deal but my mom has a problem with it. shes been trying to get me to date more guys because she thinks that if i date guys i'll stop liking girls. some may say its a stage but if it is it has lasted too long. i've always just wanted to chose one sex to like but i just can't help it but to like both.