People would never know I have low self esteem and am depressed most of the time. I always put on a happy face for family and friends. I am an attractive widow and have no problem finding male friends.....I was raised by my single father from the age of 12.....and am more comfortable around men than women. I am critical of others but no more than I am of myself. I am a Christian who attends church regularly and find morality to be difficult. I have a loving relationship with a wonderful man who treats me like a queen
but I am not IN love with him and have no desire to marry, though he wants to marry me. I do have a loving, sexual relationship with him, but know it is wrong according to my religious beliefs. I sometimes question my faith and find it difficult to believe that Jesus would find me guilty under the circumstances.
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Dec 28, 2008
Dec 29, 2008