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    BipolarQueen
    Gender: F
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Severe
    30 F
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Schizoaffective Disorder
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      BipolarQueen
      Gender: F
      Data Quality: 3 stars
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 2
      External Stress: Severe
      30 F
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
      I have:
      Schizoaffective Disorder
      Hey everyone,my name is Melissa,I live in Florida.I would write more detail in this section but i'd change it too much depending on my mood so i am going to leave it vague and simple,if you want to get to know me better feel free to message me sometime.I love PLM - member since 2009 and i am thankful for the support Ive gotten here.Love,BQ,

      I am:A list of words.

      Introverted
      Ambivalent
      Depressed
      Delusional
      Sorry
      Guilty
      Worried
      Obese
      Heartbroken
      Sorry
      Lonely
      Confused
      Lost
      Sorry




       
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen evaluated Individual Therapy

        • StartedOct 7, 2016
        • Dosage60 min Monthly
        • Effectiveness Can’t tell (for Schizoaffective Disorder)
        • Effectiveness Can’t tell (for Post-traumatic stress disorder)
        • Effectiveness Can’t tell (for Bipolar I Disorder)
        • Side effects None
        • Adherence Always
        • Burden Somewhat hard to take
        • Cost< $25 monthly
        • Advice & TipsI do not care for my therapist so far,we have only met once but i already don't like her.I requested a male therapist but of coarse when you are uninsured no one gives a rats ass what you request.I hope she was having an off day and next month will be better,i will update again.
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen started going to Individual Therapy

        Schedule60 min monthly (starting )
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        I would be doing a lot better if i could rid myself of the negative energy around me,the power of energy is very real.I crave light.

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated her weight

        • Weight: 310 lb
        • BMI: 45.8
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated her profile picture

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        I have a respiratory infection and ear infection,the ear canal is swollen closed so i have been deaf in my left ear for 6 days.I got my antibiotics today,hoping to feel better soon but right now i fee like poo :/

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated the condition Social Anxiety Disorder

        • First symptom: 2005
        • Diagnosis: September 15, 2009

        This is the most debilitating disorder i live with,i gave up on getting help for my social anxiety years ago.I have never had any doctor take me seriously or put any effort into treating this or even listening to me when i try and try and try to describe/explain how it feels for me.Done.

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated the condition Bipolar I Disorder

        • First symptom: 2000
        • Diagnosis: September 15, 2009

        I have never fully understood the different types of bipolar,this was my first diagnoses back in 2009 and has remained my diagnoses until 2014 when it was changed to schizoaffective bipolar type by my new PDoc.I remeber feeling very annoyed to have it changed after five years of hearing the same,yet also relieved as if maybe they have it right this time and i will get the proper treatment.Long story short,as of now,i still feel like shit and not any 'better'.

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated the condition Schizoaffective Disorder

        • First symptom: 2000
        • Diagnosis: January 15, 2014

        I wasn't diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder until 2014,before then it had always
        been Bipolar I and i don't fully understand the different types of bipolar as it is.The new PDoc i
        was seeing in 2014 felt that my bipolar I diagnoses was incorrect and that i actually have schizoaffective bipolar type.

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated the condition Post-traumatic stress disorder

        • First symptom: 1996
        • Diagnosis: September 15, 2009
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen became a 3 star data donor! star earnedstar earnedstar earned

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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen completed the Mood Map survey

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        • Depression
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        BipolarQueen
        Gender: F
        Data Quality: 3 stars
        Depression: 4
        Mania: 2
        Emotional: 4
        Anxiety: 3
        Compulsion: 2
        External Stress: Severe
        30 F
        Function: Low
        Distress: High
        I am: b
        I have:
        Schizoaffective Disorder

        BipolarQueen updated her symptoms

        BetterNausea, Headaches, Dizziness
        WorseProblems concentrating, Paranoia, Intrusive thoughts images or impulses, Depressed mood
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          BipolarQueen
          Gender: F
          Data Quality: 3 stars
          Depression: 4
          Mania: 2
          Emotional: 4
          Anxiety: 3
          Compulsion: 2
          External Stress: Severe
          30 F
          Function: Low
          Distress: High
          I am: b
          I have:
          Schizoaffective Disorder

          BipolarQueen stopped taking Paxil

          ReasonOther (I stopped going to the treatment center,just stopped.)
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          BipolarQueen
          Gender: F
          Data Quality: 3 stars
          Depression: 4
          Mania: 2
          Emotional: 4
          Anxiety: 3
          Compulsion: 2
          External Stress: Severe
          30 F
          Function: Low
          Distress: High
          I am: b
          I have:
          Schizoaffective Disorder

          BipolarQueen evaluated Paxil from

          • StartedJun 9, 2015
          • Dosage20 mg Daily
          • Effectiveness Can’t tell (for Social Anxiety Disorder)
          • Effectiveness Can’t tell (for Depressed mood)
          • Side effects Severe
          • Adherence Always
          • Burden Not at all hard to take
          • Cost< $25 monthly
          • Advice & TipsI wasn't prepared for the nausea with this one,it was a nightmare and took sevral weeks to fade but never went away.
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          BipolarQueen
          Gender: F
          Data Quality: 3 stars
          Depression: 4
          Mania: 2
          Emotional: 4
          Anxiety: 3
          Compulsion: 2
          External Stress: Severe
          30 F
          Function: Low
          Distress: High
          I am: b
          I have:
          Schizoaffective Disorder

          BipolarQueen stopped taking Abilify

          ReasonOther (I stopped going to the treatment center,i just stopped.)
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          BipolarQueen
          Gender: F
          Data Quality: 3 stars
          Depression: 4
          Mania: 2
          Emotional: 4
          Anxiety: 3
          Compulsion: 2
          External Stress: Severe
          30 F
          Function: Low
          Distress: High
          I am: b
          I have:
          Schizoaffective Disorder

          BipolarQueen updated her profile picture

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          BipolarQueen
          Gender: F
          Data Quality: 3 stars
          Depression: 4
          Mania: 2
          Emotional: 4
          Anxiety: 3
          Compulsion: 2
          External Stress: Severe
          30 F
          Function: Low
          Distress: High
          I am: b
          I have:
          Schizoaffective Disorder

          Impending pain.

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