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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his symptoms for

    BetterAnger, Difficulty waking up, Dizziness and feeling faint, Excessive daytime sleepiness (somnolence), Fear of embarrassment See more
    WorseAnxious mood, Brain fog, Cloudy thinking, Constant brain fog, Craving drugs See more
    NewEarly morning wakefulness, Heartburn
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his symptoms for

    BetterDifficulty sleeping through night, Inattention, Mood swings, Painful lymph nodes (glands), Social anxiety
    WorseAcid reflux, Anger, Anticipatory anxiety, Anxiety and frustration, Anxiety attacks See more
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his symptoms for

    BetterAnticipatory anxiety, Anxious mood, Brain quakes/vibrations, Craving drugs, Difficulty thinking See more
    WorseAggression, Blurry vision, Brain fog, Exhaustion, Fatigue See more
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his symptoms for

    BetterAnxiety and frustration, Back pain, Blurry vision, Brain fog, Cloudy thinking See more
    WorseAcid reflux, Craving drugs, Fear, Fear of embarrassment, Flashbacks See more
    NewAggression, Anger, Hypervigilance, Increased appetite, Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his symptoms for

    NewFeeling of heart pounding
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling neutral for

    bought myself something I had been saving for ..

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    interesting .. we spend our whole lives .. for what? .. just to die at the end?

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    i deserved better ..

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    40 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: n
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    no hope ..

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey

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      mom's 6th death anniversary on the 19th ..

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      feel so incredibly alone ..

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      lousy Eid coming up :*(

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      just miss mom .. life is tough .. I know .. it's rough for everyone .. I just wish I had ONE member of my immediate family .. feel alone ..

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

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      depressed_to_death
      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

      awful .. 

      loneliness is a killer .. I can do a lot of difficult things .. but can't survive alone .. emoticon sad

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      Gender: M
      Data Quality: 1 star
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 4
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Overwhelming
      40 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: n
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

      developed an addiction/dependency to pain killers that I need to get rid of and need help with

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