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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
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    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder
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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    starting over again at THIS age .. huge challenge .. overwhelming .. where does one start?

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    slowly wanting to start a new life .. very overwhelming ..

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      depressed_to_death 3 days ago

      that is good advice .. thank you .. I am trying .. I really am ..

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      depressed_to_death 1 day ago

      yes, I'm on anti-depressants .. I also have an awful painkiller addiction that I need to get help for .. I don't move around much .. when I do go out with a friend, I've noticed I feel a lot better ..

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

    have you ever fallen in love with someone you just can't have? ..

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    bad day .. pain killer withdrawals ..

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

    FEVER!

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

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      depressed_to_death 4 days ago

      thanks Dover .. no, I don't .. I usually don't feel like doing anything at all .. and when I'm really depressed, all I can do is smoke or sleep .. I haven't watched a tv serial, a movie or listened to a song in years .. seriously, in years ..

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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    no words .. :'-(

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    the 19th was murder .. she's gone .. it's been five years .. I need to move on ..

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    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

    miss you so very much, mom .. ;'(

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    dreading mom's death anniversary .. on the 19th ..

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      depressed_to_death 13 days ago

      I have a lot of amazing memories .. she was my best friend .. tomorrow is her 5th death anniversary .. the last five years have been torture .. i'm in a downward spiral and don't know how to pull myself out ..

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death updated his basic information

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    dubai.. heart issues .. emoticon sad.. feel alone and miserable..

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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    making travel plans ..

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    had a nice time, last night .. out with friends ..

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    Data Quality: 3 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    38 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    strange .. relatively quiet today .. no drama or issues .. let's see how long this lasts ..

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