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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

    developed an addiction/dependency to pain killers that I need to get rid of and need help with

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    depressed_to_death
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    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    still shocked at how my sister (my only sibling) used and abused me .. 

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

    just worried about how the family will react (in the longer term) now that I've told them I'm NEVER coming back .. why do I even care? .. ukkh!

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      depressed_to_death 1 week ago

      yes, I think that's what I finally need to do .. let them do their thing .. and I just need to move on with my life .. they might react because they need me there to be the little minion who looks after the kids .. 

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    mommy's day is coming up .. i miss my mom .. emoticon sad

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    depressed_to_death
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    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    I have no idea .. 

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      depressed_to_death 12 days ago

      thanks June .. yes, I have been diagnosed and am under medication .. I've also been hospitalized a number of times .. 

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    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    financial issues .. drowning

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    Emotional: 3
    Anxiety: 3
    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
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    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
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    Major Depressive Disorder

    life is shit and so f-ing over-rated ..

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    Compulsion: 3
    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: b
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    mom's birthday .. miss her so much .. emoticon sad

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      depressed_to_death about 2 months ago

      I was thinking I'd stay home and take lots of sleeping pills and hoped I'd wake up the next day .. woke up about half an hour earlier .. 

      she was my best friend, my everything .. we were best friends..

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      depressed_to_death about 2 months ago

      I'm sorry for your loss .. no one can replace your mom .. she'll always be YOUR mom .. 

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    Emotional: 3
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    External Stress: Severe
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
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    Major Depressive Disorder

    well once you've reached rock bottom, the only way is UP!

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      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
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      Major Depressive Disorder

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      worst? .. I don't know .. this little thing called LIFE!

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      39 M
      Function: Low
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      Major Depressive Disorder

      omg.. just totally out of it..

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      39 M
      Function: Low
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      depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

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      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 3
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      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
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      Major Depressive Disorder

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      depressed_to_death
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      Data Quality: 2 stars
      Depression: 4
      Mania: 2
      Emotional: 3
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death updated his symptoms

      BetterUncontrollable crying, Tremor in hands, Sweating, Stomach pain, Startle easily (hyperexplexia) See more
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      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
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      Major Depressive Disorder

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      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
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      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death started taking Stilnox

      Dosage20 mg daily (starting )
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      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
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      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death updated the condition Insomnia

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      Emotional: 3
      Anxiety: 3
      Compulsion: 3
      External Stress: Severe
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: b
      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      depressed_to_death started taking Rivotril

      Dosage2 mg twice daily (starting )
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