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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    mom's 6th death anniversary on the 19th ..

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    feel so incredibly alone ..

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    lousy Eid coming up :*(

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    just miss mom .. life is tough .. I know .. it's rough for everyone .. I just wish I had ONE member of my immediate family .. feel alone ..

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
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    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling very bad for

    awful .. 

    loneliness is a killer .. I can do a lot of difficult things .. but can't survive alone .. emoticon sad

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

    developed an addiction/dependency to pain killers that I need to get rid of and need help with

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    depressed_to_death
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    still shocked at how my sister (my only sibling) used and abused me .. 

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    depressed_to_death
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
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    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
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    depressed_to_death
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    Data Quality: 2 stars
    Depression: 4
    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    depressed_to_death was feeling bad for

    just worried about how the family will react (in the longer term) now that I've told them I'm NEVER coming back .. why do I even care? .. ukkh!

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      depressed_to_death about 2 months ago

      yes, I think that's what I finally need to do .. let them do their thing .. and I just need to move on with my life .. they might react because they need me there to be the little minion who looks after the kids .. 

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    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    mommy's day is coming up .. i miss my mom .. emoticon sad

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    depressed_to_death
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    Emotional: 4
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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    I have no idea .. 

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    depressed_to_death
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    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    financial issues .. drowning

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    depressed_to_death
    Gender: M
    Data Quality: 2 stars
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    Mania: 2
    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    depressed_to_death
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    Anxiety: 4
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    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    life is shit and so f-ing over-rated ..

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    depressed_to_death
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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    mom's birthday .. miss her so much .. emoticon sad

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      depressed_to_death about 4 months ago

      I was thinking I'd stay home and take lots of sleeping pills and hoped I'd wake up the next day .. woke up about half an hour earlier .. 

      she was my best friend, my everything .. we were best friends..

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      depressed_to_death about 4 months ago

      I'm sorry for your loss .. no one can replace your mom .. she'll always be YOUR mom .. 

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    depressed_to_death
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    Emotional: 4
    Anxiety: 4
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Overwhelming
    39 M
    Function: Low
    Distress: High
    I am: vb
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    well once you've reached rock bottom, the only way is UP!

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      External Stress: Overwhelming
      39 M
      Function: Low
      Distress: High
      I am: vb
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      Major Depressive Disorder

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      worst? .. I don't know .. this little thing called LIFE!

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      depressed_to_death
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      External Stress: Overwhelming
      39 M
      Function: Low
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      I have:
      Major Depressive Disorder

      omg.. just totally out of it..

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