Purpose:psychiatrist refused to treat me due to suicidal thoughts(Started Feb 25, 2009)
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Mar 06, 2010
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Mar 06, 2010
Advice & Tips
I am always suicidal over the past 16 years. The psychiatrist refused to help unless I was hospitalized because he thought that suicidal thoughts were temporary with me. Was the worst experience I have ever had in my life just based off of the typical way they run things (being away from home, not having my cell phone, not having my OTC nazel spray, etcetcetc). This could be what caused me to give up completely.
By being hospitalized I finally understood why I had all these emotions and feelings. I learned and was diagnosed with my disorders and prescribed medication to become stable. I went through intense therapy. I was also completely isolated in solitary confinement that helped monitor my reactions to medications and my overall behavior. Being hospitalized saved my life.