I first experience depression when I was around 14 or 15. It effected my school life, and friendships. I left school, and eventually sought help from my teachers and doctor. My mum also...but she likes to brush it off. I got over it after a while, and was my 'normal' self. But recently it's all came back again. I don't leave my room most days, and feel so alone, and as if I have nobody here for me, even though my boyfriend does try and help, I still manage to push him away. My mum does not know, I cannot tell her, only a few of my friends know. I need help.