After a long time of depressions and illniss and sickness I find me way up. history: In january 2002 I got a burn out. After that life sucks. No energy, no streght and high bloodpresure and more unwanted little and big failings. Short after they discoverd Crohn disease. Both my parents dead of intestinal cancer, so I thought now its time for me to have it. Likely it was not. A year or so later they find out that my thyro wasn't oke. Hashimoto was the diagnoses. And after that they discovered diabetes. My wife become desperate and escaped the house, leave me behind with our 2 childern.