I think more positive and move on. I keep my HIV in a secret closet but I know I will not take longer to keep in secret I am surprised, not even get sick, not symptoms and continue to stay in a good spiritual. I learn how to take care of myself with research how can I improve my immune system or find a way to keep me a good health. I look at my mirror what I look like as a normal person with no HIV show face.
My aneurysm and Atrial Fibrillation were repaired by my 2nd open heart surgery last July 23/24 2009 that may relate to HIV issue as cardiovascular disease. I'm doing well and healthy