I'm a mother of three amazing children.I love life but it is very hard for me to get through each day,but you just have to keep moving,and hope and pray for better day's ahead. The pain is so hard to deal with sometimes I just try to hide it most of the time.I feel like crying when nobody is looking and smiling when they are looking so that I can hide how I really feel. It has been a long strugle for me and my family, but I try and stay positive and stay focused on the good things in life because you never know what day may be your last.Live life to the fullest and keep getting up when u fail