I have had trouble most of my life when I look back now.Now I have been having trouble the last 4 months with my depression.Right now they have increased my medication 3 times in that period. I have been not able to work,(just found out I lost my job,which I knew would happen) people and noise and pressure are really affecting me right now. I am just so tired, and emotionless, except when crying. I would really like to be well, and not feel so blah all the time. Wish I had more energy too. I dont know what I want anymore.Then certain family members dont understand and are not helping, so I