FM has taken control of my life. I spend most of my time in bed flat on my back or on my side. My past is not pretty, I lost 2 of my 3 sons. The 1st to Cystic Fibrosis, he lived for 24 years and suffered the whole time, my 2nd son was born normal but contracted Bacterial Meningitis before he was 1 day old. He lived for 15 years, never being able to do anything for himself, could be a major reason for depression however, I call it constant sadness. My 3rd son is physically fine and is married w/2 beautiful children and a wonderful wife. Third one coming in late spring.