I'm a very smart woman with a lot of potential. I have made some bad decisions in my life that resulted in many mental and physical health issues. My boyfriend, the love of my life, died almost 2 years ago and I cannot seem to move past this. I've lost all motivation to achieve my goals in life. I have prolonged grief issues, manic depression, bipolar disorder, and hepatitis C to top it all off. I want to get better but my anger, irrational outbursts, and apathy are hindering me. I hope this website can give me some support.