Usually happy. creative. poetic. Sing like an angel (or so I am told..lol). Emotional. Overwhelmed at times over the enormity of this illness. Was engaged and trying to have a child before it was too late. He gave me HIV instead. Now I will never have my child and am fighting a daily battle to live. Some trade huh? I am secondary caretaker for a 10 year child. She is the love of my life. She, my faith in God, and very supportative family and friends are the reason I carry on. I am trying to find some good in all of this........a way to do so something positive.