I'm 23 years old and was diagnosed as bipolar when I tried to kill myself the first time. I have been through many ups and downs and medication changes. I have lost my job, car, house and numerous friends. I am very glad to say that I am still alive and trying very hard to get my life back. I have a very supportive family. I won't lie and tell you that I'm happy because I'm not or that every day isn't a struggle to survive.