FM robbed me of my passion in life: dancing! Dancing is my life, my passion, my reason for being. If I can't dance, I might as well be dead. Fibrofog is so bad sometimes that I forget to turn on the dishwasher after loading it, show up for medical appointments on wrong days, can't remember conversations that took place just days before, forget words in the middle of a sentence. I'm an Accountant by education. I have an IQ of 156. I'm a member of Mensa... and I can't complete a sentence without stumbling. It's terrifying to lose one's mental cognitive capacity. Sometimes, I just want to die.