I have a tough time loving myself, consequently I think no one likes me. I was diagnosed early in life with a scitzco-affective personality. Later in life, a phychiatriast diagnosed me with Schitzophrenia. I take meds daily for it. I also suffer with epilepsy, thyroid problems, and strongly suspect that I may have fibromialgia. No diagnosis as of yet, but doing alot of reading tells me all the muscular pain in my body is from this. My husband is also with Hospice, and I am his main caregiver- he is a constant worry to me;but I don't want to put any blame on him. He has problems of his own.