Major dep'n struck suddenly in '92, lifted '96-'97, then dep'd again till not so much in the past few years maybe. Hard to tell anymore if I'm out of it or not. It's been so long.
Now and then I'll have an actual happy feeling and realize that the rest of the time I'm going through weeks at a time without that feeling.
INTJ, I live in my head not in my gut. I like to read about new things. My husband and moved to a new house in September 2012 and I have to figure out what to do with white walls and a most blank yard. I did some gardening at our last place and I know a couple of things, but actually DOING the inside and outside tasks is the hurdle. Planning is doable, but carrying it out is the hard thing. We've bought paint for one of the rooms. I wonder if I'll actually open the cans. I've ordered some plants for one area of the yard. I will have to be ready to put them in the ground when they get here. I still have bulbs and seeds from last years that are still in their packages.
My job is okay I started my career late in life, in spite of my depression. I don't have the wherewithall to excel at it really, but I think I make myself useful.
Nov 28, 2008
Nov 18, 2013