I used to be independant and not ask for help, i hate that worse than anything, having to ask for help. It started slow and picked up speed over a very short period of time. Now the things i love have to wait for someone to help me or i just don't do them at all. I have learned to enjoy reading and just taking my time doing small task.My chihuahuas are my friends and keep me company. What i have is a rare form of Parkinsons, but i have a lot of the same symptoms as an MS patient. The Monster is called DYSTONIA.