Not much to tell here, but that I am a mother of two teens with a husband that acts like he really doesn't give a shit. He pays my bills, but beyond that, I am on my own. I have been in and out of psychotherapy since 1993; currently I am OUT of it. I have tried lots of meds, but am currently taking a regimen of Lamictal and Seroquel. So far so good... I like to paint when I am depressed; this helps me work out my frustrations. When I am manic, I am prone to excessive sexual activity or unreasonably excessive spending habits. I feel so alone, as there is no one around me who understands me.