I am a 38 yr. old single mother of 5. 3 bio, ages 20, 19 and 15, almost 16. and 2 that were given to me 11 yrs ago and 5 yrs ago. I used to be able to work, but due to a car wreck and back surgery, i can't work now. I am ocd and love to be moving around, and now i cant move around hardly at all. My children are all wonderfull, but 2 of them have bi-polar. My 15 yr old, has PTSD, bipolar, and is a hand full! I feel lonely, miserable and useless. I want to do so much, and not being able too truly causes me misery!! I hate it. I feel like I am losing control of my kids. And i don't know.