I dont always understand what im doing. I need to remember to take my medication daily.. but sometimes it slips my mind and then i remember why i need it. I have been diagnosed with General Anxiety disorder, but It feels like so much more than that. I have Anxiety but sometimes it feels like the Anxiety has me. But i can be more than that, it just takes a clear head and a good day.
I love Horror movies,Piercings,Art,My Friends, and Music.
I dont like Makeing new friends often, it scares me, untill i actually make a good one. :]
Ive come here hoping to find a new outlet.
My name is Laura But you can call me Zombie theres alot more to me than i can put in an about me section. My friends should know that well enough. Anything youd like to know, ask me. Im not all bad i swear it. :] Uhm but i will put here a few things.... like that i am rather horrible at spelling, and i tend to make type-o's quite often. I try to fix what i notice. I have alot to say, but more often then not i do not say it. The concept of human love interests me greatly and i intend on finding it someday. I read tarot cards, and i love my cards very much. yes thats right. Uhm... I like to draw and take pictures even tho i am not very good at either. I enjoy doing alot of things,even tho i am not the best at it, and thats alright I'd think. I can be pretty antisocial at times, but when i find someone i enjoy talking to, i tend to talk an aweful lot, maybe even to the point where it is just too much. Most people scare me, i dont fully trust people all too incredably often. im not sure if i actually fully trust anyone. I can be a pretty nice person tho, and im not too hard to be friends with i guess. :] i like to give compliments, but i only give them when they are truthful and deserved. Im not one to blow smoke up your ass. I say what i mean, and i mean what i say. Sometimes things i say might not make alot of sence to you, but it does to me.I tend to over explain myself quite often, and its not because i think you are stupid, but rather, im so used to people not understanding what it is that i mean. I look forward to alot of little things. the little things in life are what i find more important than anything. I often feel unloved, or uncared for, or i push people away because i feel that their careing for me is not truthful. I dont want to waste my time on people i cannot enjoy being around. I dont want to waste my time on people who will not show me the same respect that i show them. I will push you out of my life if i find you are wasteing my time. I am Not completely independant. I strongly need to feel that i am cared for, and that i have people at my side. Without things like that, i can do nothing. I have aweful moodswings, but i dont often take things out on anyone other than myself. Im generally a pretty nice person, and as long as you arent completely negative, and killin the joy, i can be a pretty happy person when your with me. :] gah im boreing myself and ive said alot. possibly even too much. here it is. blah blah blah.
Jun 26, 2008
May 19, 2011