I don't like myself, I am tired of living, I do not fit in this world,and I have no purpose here. I always think people are against me and I don't know why. I am a good kind person and would give anybody the shirt off my back , I will go without to see someone else happy. I have four kids and five grandchildren. I love my grandchildren more than live. I was with them all the time. But now I don,t see them much I live in another town and don't have a car I lost everything because of depression (house,car, and now my family because I run out of money to give them (22,28,33,32) It hurt so much.