trouble, oh trouble cant you see, you're eating my life away, and there isn't much left of me.. trouble, oh trouble please be kind, i have paid my debt, and i haven't got a lot of time.. welcome to a death sentence-only you do not get to die. there is truth in the word dis-ease. And suicide is not an option. living is. ( lying in bed feeling sorry for yourself isn't living, and falling on your face trying to do what you used to do isn't either.. but i am still very diligently trying to live with this.) making a choice to live.. acceptance is a key ingredient in your choice.