I never had health problems, until the morning I woke up with numb toes. The first diagnosis was a probable tumor on my neck. When the MRI was negative, the diagnosis about MS followed. It was diagnosed as RRMS. I have had that condition for 11 years. Now it has been progressed to SPMS. I am at the stage to change therapy and I am confused and frustrated. I have spent too much time denying my condition. I have reached the stage of acceptance, but the major difficulty I am facing, is where to stand and what direction to take. Patients like me looks like a good place to stand for direction.