Progressively learning how to cope with my ever changing new normal. Several yrs ago when I first realized I had autoimmune issues I researched all I could but at that time not much info was available online but I was determined not to be one of the thousands without a DX. Unfortunately many of us here are more knowledgeable than the doctors we have seen or are seeing. My hope is gone for that kind of hope. I just want to live life as best as I can. I can't be angry or sad. Pity parties come and go. This is my new normal and I struggle being part of life these days.It can be difficult in so many ways but I'm working hard at enjoying whatever I can when I can and trying new things, why not! I'm making a new bucket list.