disasterous life, so far. almost all work experience in medicine. cannot work now. ballet dancer: can no longer dance. love to volunteer at medical clinic at large homeless shelter: can't do it anymore. because i cannot walk, postpolio syndrome. mother: alcoholic, medicating depression, i think. narcissitic, totally self-centered. father: violent child beater and sexual molester other family: very nice. some alcoholics. me: have daughter and two grandchildren, in England.