Mom of 5yo twins, one boy and one girl. The last few months of 2010 were awful, leading to the diagnosis of RA. Now I am trying to keep my cool with my babies through pain and complete exhaustion. It's kinda fun to tell people I shoot meth, the looks I get are awesome. Ya know, the legal kind. The grossly yellow cytoTOXIN. I admire all of the stories of how people overcame this disease, but I'm not there yet. Pretty much, right now, I'm still quite pissed off.