hello everyone. i have lived with this crap for 19 years and the worst part of it is the lonelyness. i have fought this fight alone for quite some time and i just dont want to do it any longer.its very hard to start a relationship with someone and then hit them with the news.i want to meet a women who is not afraid and is strong enough to stand beside me as much as i will her. i know this is not a dating service,however i am at a loss and dont know were to turn. so please if there is anyone out hter who can point me in the right direction i would really appreciate it. thank you.