I was told in 2004 I had the beginnings of fybro. Now at times I hurt so much I do not want to move. I have three kids who are used to a very active mom and now it is hard for me to deal with having to slow down.
I have custody on one of my three kids now. It is wonderful, she makes me want to be up doing things with her. That alone helps…… I do my best every day not to let the pain get to me, but at times it is to much to bare. My life took another big turn going on divorce number two now and it is not easy knowing not many men can deal with my bad days. I can only hope that I am not meant to spend the rest of my life alone. I am seeing someone now but I can see when I hurt he hurts too. There is only so much a man can take and I keep that in mind every day.