I started using this site during my freshman year in college, I now am a senior. This has been my only consistency, and basically my diary throughout the toughest years of my life. Through my acceptance of my conditions, and my diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, I have a greater understanding of myself and compassion for those with problems such as mine. I am an artist. I love puppets, painting, writing, making videos and music. My disorders have tricked me into thinking I am hollow and have lost all of my passion, but I know that I am the same energetic person I once was.