| melissa is my name, my husband is richard , I loved being a certified nursing assistant until i couldn't get up one worning. my head hurt so bad i couldn't see my legs had charlie horses in them when i went to get up i just fell, I started tripping and losing my balance and co-ordination, then i could't hear very well so i found out i had a double ear infection (had this infection since august and now it is almost january) anyway i just felt tired and weak all the time they did mri's and cat scans and the report said probable ms meaning needing more testing but when my neuro had shown me the size of these leasions he got worried, i could have a stroke, i have had 3 seizures, pain all the time, urinating, sometimes piddle or dribblle totally embarrassing. anyway i have good and bad days, numbness of all extremities, legs give out, heat stinks my skin, very sensitive to heat,ummm.....spasms everywhere, swollen ankles at times, loose weight gain weight, memory loss is bad. i have to write things down to remember what i need to do,i just plain hate everything my body does and doen't do, i fall slip drop things, i don't know i need to finish the testing so i know for myself what theyare oing to tell me. i am scared. so if anyone wants to chat please help me too. thanki you........Melissa |