anglgyrl39@aol.com, Hi I am a new member. A friend of mine with multiple sclerosis as well told me about this sight. I love it .I have been dealing with this for about twenty years now only I have been in denial for the entire twenty years. It is hard to explain to any one other then another individual with M.S. what you are experiencing because they can not comprehend it, it does not matter how much you try to explain to them they just don't get it. That is when I decided to try to find people like me. I have three boys ages 15, 22, and 23. This has been a very tough year for me. anglgyrl39@aol.com, Hi I am a new member. A friend of mine with multiple sclerosis as well told me about this sight. I love it .I have been dealing with this for about twenty years now only I have been in denial for the entire twenty years. It is hard to explain to any one other then another individual with M.S. what you are experiencing because that can not comprehend it, it does not matter how much you try to explain to them what you are trying to convey to them. That is when I decided to try to find people like me. I have three boys ages 15, 22, and 23. This has been a very tough year for me in every possible, and I can't find the strength to rise above it. It was only after beginning to read the purpose driven life that I have just starting to come to grips that this is the hand I was delt by God and I have decide to just accept it and move on as best I can. It is two weeks before Christmas and I have not bought one thing yet. I am usually finished before Thanksgiving, this year i just don't have the strength or even the will to go shopping. I know in my heart God will bring a miracle to me and I will be able to do what I must do for the sake of my children and husband, not knowing when exactly, but I have the faith and trust and love that I need. So if any one feels the way I do I would love to hear from you because with; God in your life your miracle will come. You must believe and have faith with all your heart and sole. Years ago I had so many miracles happen to me and then I guess I just think I forgot where they were coming from. So i am just getting my life back together and like i said, If any one feels like I do I no together Christmas will come together.. God Bless everyone who reads my message.