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SelfMadePrison
Sex: M
Data Quality: 1 star
Major Depressive Disorder
Depression: 0
Mania: 1
Emotional: 0
Anxiety: 1
Compulsion: 2
External Stress: Moderate
Rx Therapy
34 M
Function: High
Distress: Low
SelfMadePrison
Male, 34 years
Grande Prairie, AB
Primary Condition
Major Depressive Disorder and 8 more
First symptom
Diagnosis
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder)

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis:
    updated the condition ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) Mar 06, 2013

    Autism was never something discussed as being feasible with me. Prior to learning that Autism was a spectrum of disorders I had assumed it was the low functioning non-verbal that I had encounterd before. When a psychologist I was seeing suggested that I look into Asperger's further because he suspected I fit the criteria for a diagnosis I was astounded at how accurate the symptoms/criteria were. My life seamed to come into context.
    At first it was a hard struggle to start to see myself in the light of Autism and that it was not a death sentence or an excuse to continue to live my life in a depressed, repressed way.

    I had a terrible break up with the mother of my children in the very start of 2010 that shook my foundation, I felt so utterly lost but strongly desired to heal. Medications had always failed to truly treat my condition and luckily I took myself to a yoga class, where I found my solace. I could be around people but not have to truly engage with others. I continued diligently practicing yoga and have since became a certified teacher and have taught nearly 1500 hours of yoga.
    Recently I have taken up acro yoga which has really tested my growth through yoga by becoming very much integrated in touch with others.

    I have so much more to say but little time right now to get it all out.

    Namaste!

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      Thanks so much for sharing your story. Glad to hear things have taken a turn for the better!

      about 3 months ago
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for Mar 6, 2013 Mar 06, 2013 4:02PM

    Had an amazing weekend of doing Acro yoga and while I would be very good I have a subluxxed rib and feel a bit tired. Going to attend a Yoga Therapy session tonight and see how that affects me.

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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Major Depressive Disorder

    • First symptom:
    • Diagnosis:
    updated the condition Major Depressive Disorder Mar 06, 2013
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Sertraline

      • Started: ?
      • Dosage: ?
    • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder
    updated the treatment Sertraline Mar 06, 2013
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Citalopram

      • Started: ?
      • Dosage: ?
    • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder
    updated the treatment Citalopram Mar 06, 2013
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Bupropion

      • Started: ?
      • Dosage: ?
    • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder
    updated the treatment Bupropion Mar 06, 2013
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Venlafaxine

      • Started: ?
      • Dosage: ?
    • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder
    updated the treatment Venlafaxine Mar 06, 2013
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Psychologist

      • Started: Feb 14, 2007
      • Current Dosage: 60 min monthly
    • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder and Depressed mood
    • View Latest Evaluation
    updated the treatment Psychologist Mar 06, 2013
    • Added
      • Started: Feb 14, 2007
      • Dosage: 60 min monthly
      • Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder and Depressed mood
      • Feb 14, 2007
    • Evaluated
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    SelfMadePrison
    Sex: M
    Data Quality: 1 star
    Depression: 0
    Mania: 1
    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for Mar 26, 2012 Mar 26, 2012 11:56AM
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    SelfMadePrison
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    Data Quality: 1 star
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    Emotional: 0
    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for Jun 9, 2010 Jun 10, 2010 1:35AM

    Promising prospects for accommodations when I go for Yoga Teacher Training

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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Neutral

    added an InstantMe for Jun 8, 2010 Jun 09, 2010 12:49AM

    Just existing trying not to be overwhelmed with what is going on in life.

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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    added an InstantMe for May 19, 2010 May 19, 2010 11:00PM

    Just did Hot Yoga and feel rejuvenated and content, miss my kids but I am growing daily.

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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for May 13, 2010 May 13, 2010 10:14PM

    Been abit since I rated.. been up and down.. still going to yoga often and hoping for the best.

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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for May 3, 2010 May 03, 2010 11:29AM

    Waking up with all right spirits.. feel ready for some Ashtanga!

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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    added an InstantMe for May 2, 2010 May 02, 2010 9:38PM

    Day of learning about Solar Power, 5 hours $20 well spent. Hopefully learn more about it.

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    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Good

    added an InstantMe for May 1, 2010 May 01, 2010 5:13PM

    Did a stint at the farmers market, the new set up is so much nicer. Just letting things be today.

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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

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    added an InstantMe for Apr 29, 2010 Apr 29, 2010 1:40PM

    The illness seams to have mostly passed. I miss my children terribly but yoga is helping me to focus on my inner being.

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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Very bad

    added an InstantMe for Apr 25, 2010 Apr 25, 2010 10:43PM

    Illness is kicking my ass and I am sooo nervous about the future.. trying to be in the now and its hard.

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    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Neutral

    added an InstantMe for Apr 24, 2010 Apr 24, 2010 10:21AM

    Still ill and that has sapped most my energy this past week.. taking a day to relax.

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    Data Quality: 1 star
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    Anxiety: 1
    Compulsion: 2
    External Stress: Moderate
    34 M
    Function: High
    Distress: Low
    I am: g
    I have:
    Major Depressive Disorder

    Bad

    added an InstantMe for Apr 20, 2010 Apr 21, 2010 12:40AM

    Sick feeling is worse in the am and late in the pm.. court was allright, still have to find out more on monday.

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