- ProudSurvivor
- Sex: M
- Data Quality: 1 star
- HIV 6 yrs
- Mental Symptoms : moderate
- Physical Symptoms : mild
- 655
- VL 48
- ProudSurvivor
- Male, 39 years
- Durham, NC
- Primary Condition
- HIV
- Type
- HIV-1: Group M: Type A1
- Infected
- May 1997
- First symptom
- Jan 2004
- Diagnosis
- Jul 2005
More About ProudSurvivor
I love the sport of surfing...I like standing outside and staring at storms too....I like living on the edge...or used to and I like messin around on my computer. I lived a pretty premiscuous lifestyle in the 90s and causght hIV....Im not surprised and In a way it was a blessing in disguise because Id of en=ded up dead by now....I feel dead in many ways, my HIV has been a major nightmare for me and has consumed my life....I wish for brighter days, I wish I could top smoking and wish I could get the fuckin chemical imbalance in my brain in check but given my history of menegitis I doubt that will happen. I dont live premiscuously anymore....I rarely think about sex at all which is probly due to low testosterone....I don have a supportive sidekick and a 7 year old son which helps but I suffer from suicidal thoughts...which isnt good by no means. I live way out in the country on 2 acres and collect ssdi now after 28 years as an electrician and a marine. I guess Im winding down