I have had 7 surgeries in 3 yrs. My Hysterectomy was in '08 and I almost died from a severe viral infection afterwards. So, many doctors believe I just want 'Drugs'. NO, actually, I WANT to LIVE. I have a 6 year old son, my world, and some days, I hate waking up. It really is depressing when the medical professionals have no empathy for what I am going thru. I am doing some beginners yoga and pilates and herbal remedies. I'll do anything to not feel like a 90 year old woman who can not get around.
I went to school and became a Certified Medical Assistant and Administrator to 'HELP' patients who were ill. But, being on the 'ill' side and being judged, I have lost faith in the medical community. I am AFRAID of overdosing because I'm on so many different kinds of pills. The Provigil (to help me stay awake) makes my body go even more haywire. I want something simple. I WANT TO LIVE AND BE THERE FOR MY SON. I'm too young (27) to just stop my life.
Jun 10, 2009
Jan 21, 2010