zoomer's Journal

zoomer: Sex: F; Data Quality: 3 stars; Bipolar I; Depression: 0; Mania: 0; Emotional: 1; Anxiety: 1; Compulsion: 1; External Stress: Moderate; Rx Therapy; 57 F; Function: High; Distress: Low

zoomer: Female, 57 years; Ketchikan, AK

Primary Condition: Bipolar I and 13 more ▼

First symptom: Jan 1966
Diagnosis: Jan 1995

Interests: Alternative Medicine, Faith and 2 more ▼

zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Bad
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 18, 2013 May 18, 2013 8:48AM

1.missed meds a couple days again.
2.tired of always being flat broke
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 16, 2013 May 16, 2013 7:51AM
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
zoomer completed the Mood Map survey for May 16, 2013 May 16, 2013
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 13, 2013 May 13, 2013 3:35PM
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 12, 2013 May 12, 2013 7:35PM

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zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 11, 2013 May 11, 2013 9:17AM

A rainy Saturday morning. Can't complain about a thing. All is well. No money, not much gas in the car, but all is well.
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
zoomer completed the Mood Map survey for May 8, 2013 May 08, 2013

It feels a little fast and disorganized. So, I am cleaning and organizing things and making sure things are where they belong. I can't control some of the circumstances that are causing me distress. It is things that are not in my control. So instead I control the items around me and everything has to be exactly perfect the way I want them. I can't sit still for long so I have to cut this short. I am enjoying our sunny weather. emoticon smile
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 8, 2013 May 09, 2013 12:16PM

a little anxious and unsettled. everything going too fast
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Bad
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 9, 2013 May 09, 2013 12:13PM

Don't know. very sad
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 7, 2013 May 07, 2013 9:50AM

Got myself in a bad financial situation. I'll never get ahead...at least I see no way out in the near future.
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zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 6, 2013 May 06, 2013 5:21AM
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 5, 2013 May 05, 2013 10:18AM

Very, very tired. Taking an early morning nap now.
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 4, 2013 May 04, 2013 12:27PM

Kind of glum. Cloudy day and that matches my mood. Gotta work today going swimming with my client. That pool is so cold. I get where I dread Saturdays. I have taken this client swimming twice a week for years, now only once a week. I am a little burned out on it.
I should have checked out a couple of garage sales this morning before I go to work. Think I will. Maybe I'll find a treasure!
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Neutral
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 4, 2013 May 04, 2013 4:01AM

(feeling blah. kind of negative thinking about myself.) Those thoughts about how I have wasted my life and blown opportunities. Negative thoughts beget more negative thoughts.
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zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I
QOL
- Good Social
- Good Mental
- Best Physical
zoomer completed the QOL survey for May 4, 2013 May 04, 2013
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
zoomer completed the Mood Map survey for May 2, 2013 May 02, 2013

I have been experiencing an increase in anxiety. Feelings of fear and anticipatory panic over some unknown. Directly related to my level of trust in God. I need to spend some prayerful time. He has me in His arms. Trust
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zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I
Symptom Update
- moderate Achiness
- mild Anticipatory anxiety
- mild Anxious mood
- mild Avoidance of situations
- mild Back pain
- mild Behavior triggers
- mild Binge eating episodes
- mild Bipolar depressive episodes
- mild Blurry vision
- none Cold intolerance
- none Craving alcohol
- none Craving drugs
- moderate Craving nicotine
- none Delusions
- mild Depressed mood
- mild Dizziness
- mild Drowsiness
- none Excessive daytime sleepiness (somnolence)
- none Excitability
- mild Fatigue
- moderate Fear of embarrassment
- none Feet Tingling
- mild Flashbacks
- moderate Flight of ideas
- none Grandiose thinking
- none Guilt related to addiction
- none Hallucinations
- none Headaches
- mild Hyperactivity
- none Hyperventilation
- mild Impulsive behaviors
- none Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- mild Inattention
- moderate Increased anxiety
- mild Increased energy
- none Inflammation
- mild Insomnia
- moderate Irritability
- moderate Irritable and grouchy
- mild Lack of motivation
- mild Lethargy
- none Lightheadedness
- none Loss of appetite
- mild Loss of short term memory
- mild Low self esteem
- none Mania
- mild Memory Loss
- mild Memory problems
- moderate Muscle aches
- moderate Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none Nightmares
- moderate Overwhelming emotions
- mild Pain
- mild Pain in feet
- none Panic attacks
- none Paranoia
- none Persistent worry
- mild Problems concentrating
- moderate Restlessness
- mild Ruminating thoughts
- none Seasonal affective disorder (SAD)
- mild Sleepiness
- moderate Smoking
- mild Social anxiety
- none Startle easily (hyperexplexia)
- none Stomach pain
- mild Stress
- mild Thyroid disorder
- mild Tiredness increased
- mild Weight gain
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zoomer updated her symptoms for May 4, 2013 May 04, 2013
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 1, 2013 May 01, 2013 1:06PM
I hear a nice soft rain falling outside my window. I feel kind of rushed this morning, so the sound is soothing to me. I feel the old familiar apprehension and butterflies
that is common before I have to work. It's all good though. Just makes me lean harder on God. He is my Rock.

I am wishing I had set aside more time to read the Forum this morning.
~~
First cruise ship of the season yesterday...here we go!
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for May 2, 2013 May 02, 2013 8:41AM

I have been taking care of my self this a.m. Little things that always get put off: moisturizer, foot soak, nails. I feel happy right now...not a care in the world. Will it all go wrong?"
zoomer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 0

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 1

External Stress: Moderate

57 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: b

I have:
Bipolar I

Good
zoomer added an InstantMe for Apr 30, 2013 Apr 30, 2013 4:48PM

I feel relaxed. I am sucking on a piece of Hershey's chocolate. The sun is out. I got paid today. I am focused on the good things.
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