I'm a anxiety/depression person. I remember my first feelings of isolation around the age of 12, with a feeble suicide attempt at 16. I'm married with a child who is close to the teen years. I'm currently taking Wellbutrin for depression and Buspar for anxiety...well, the generics of these actually. I find it very difficult to be around people, it's very uncomfortable for me and I generally end up sounding like an idiot. I'm afraid my son will be like me, or will be negatively affected by my presence in his life. I often think my child and husband would be better off without me.