- purpleskies
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 3 stars
- Major Depressive Disorder
- Depression: 3
- Mania: 1
- Emotional: 2
- Anxiety: 1
- Compulsion: 2
- External Stress: Severe
- Rx
- 26 F
- Function: Low
- Distress: Moderate
- purpleskies
- Female, 26 years
- Orlando, FL
- Primary Condition
- Major Depressive Disorder and 4 more ▼
- First symptom
- Oct 1992
- Diagnosis
- Undiagnosed
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 25, 2012 • May 25, 2012 12:59AM- InstantMe
- Neutral
Meh... okay. Watching family guy. Had to wrap my foot today because I couldn't walk on it. /: Doctor's tomorrow for my throat, but it's a walk-in so I may be there all day. *sigh*
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 24, 2012 • May 24, 2012 3:25AM
- InstantMe
- Bad
Conversation with a STUPID IDIOT. I am angry, so angry. I don't know why I talk with this person. They are so immature and ignorant, but think they are SO wise. I fucking hate people. I fucking hate everyone. No one wants me for anything but sex and apparently that's ALL my fault. MY BAD for being attractive and super awesome and a great friend, but not good enough to date because I have fucking emotion, am real, and don't want to SETTLE for bullshit!!! FUCK YOU ALL!!!!
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purpleskies added a treatment evaluation for Levetiracetam from May 26, 2012 • May 25, 2012
- New evaluation
- Levetiracetam Treatment Evaluation
- Efficacy for Epilepsy:
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Side Effects:
Severe
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Adherence:
Always
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Burden:
Somewhat
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purpleskies stopped taking the treatment Levetiracetam • May 25, 2012
- Stopped treatment
- Levetiracetam
- Stopped: May 26, 2012
- Reason: Side effects too severe
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purpleskies completed the Mood Map survey for May 25, 2012 • May 25, 2012
- Updated outcome
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purpleskies updated heryour symptoms for May 25, 2012 • May 25, 2012
- Added
- Symptom Update
- mild Vivid dreams
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Seizures (partial focal)
- moderate Restlessness
- mild Outburst of anger
- severe Lack of motivation
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 18, 2012 • May 18, 2012 2:11AM
- InstantMe
- Neutral
It's late and I'm tired. I'm upset and forgot to take my Keppra at 9:00 pm and don't want to take it. I think my dose is way too high anyways and am having bad side effects from it and we don't even know that I have fucking Epilepsy! I am angry and I don't want to take it or tel anybody. I dunno what to do.
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 13, 2012 • May 13, 2012 5:54PM
- InstantMe
- Good
Eating a chocolate york sugar free peppermint pattie and watchign Jumanji. Hehe. Tired, but good. Wanting to do some garden work if I ever get any energy...
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 11, 2012 • May 11, 2012 12:25PM
- InstantMe
- Neutral
Blah. In a lot of pain. I think I'd do better if I could get out of the house. I hate being stuck here. I can't jump in my car to go anywhere. That part sucks the most. I love going places and doing things on my own, but I can't do that until almost November, assuming I don't have another seizure... bleh...
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purpleskies completed the Mood Map survey for May 11, 2012 • May 11, 2012
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- Mood Map
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 6, 2012 • May 06, 2012 7:46PM
- InstantMe
- Good
I'm going to say good, despite feeling drugged up. I am trying to relax and still live my life, even though I feel off balance, tired, and sick. I can't let it control me and so I'm going to push through it. I'm just really stressed because no matter how hard I try... I feel drugged up. It's not a good feeling...
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 3, 2012 • May 03, 2012 1:07PM
- InstantMe
- Very bad
Started thinking about why I SHOULDN'T be on Keppra and got stressed out. Wanting to bang my head up against the wall. I dunno what to do. I SHOULDN'T BE ON THIS STUPID FUCKING MEDICATION!!!
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 4, 2012 • May 04, 2012 9:57PM
- InstantMe
- Neutral
Unsure. Went out to dinner and was feeling a bit better, but was really down and angry all day.
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purpleskies completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 26, 2012 • Apr 26, 2012
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Better? I am having extreme anxiety because of health problems this past week. I am SO. FRACKING. STRESSED. I am trying to do little things to relax. Perhaps tomorrow I will try yoga. This is getting a little ridiculous. My heart rate is constantly high, but I think part of that is the new medications I'm on, but I'm really not sure. I just want to be able to breathe normally... ugh...
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 4, 2012 • May 04, 2012 12:33AM
- InstantMe
- Bad
Tired. I should probably go to bed. Just feeling unloved atm... I dunno what to say.
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 3, 2012 • May 03, 2012 6:43PM
- InstantMe
- Good
Getting higher and higher. It's like I could jump off of a building and be HAPPY about it! Yay!!! :D
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purpleskies completed the Mood Map survey for May 4, 2012 • May 04, 2012
- Updated outcome
- Mood Map
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 1, 2012 • May 01, 2012 10:57PM
- InstantMe
- Neutral
I dunno... good, but still a bit stressed. Anxiety has gone down a lot. Probably just tired mostly. Will be stressed until I know what is going on with my life!!!
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purpleskies added an InstantMe for May 1, 2012 • May 01, 2012 11:34AM
- InstantMe
- Good
Yay for a good sleep schedule. My friend is coming to hang out and garden with me. Super excited! Off to make a smoothie now... :)
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