- wisesheltiemom
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 1 star
- MS: 11 yrs
- Type: Relapsing-Remitting
- Sensation: Moderate
- Overall: Moderate
- Cognition: moderate
- Vision: moderate
- Speech: moderate
- Swallowing: mild
- Upper limb: moderate
- Walking: moderate
- wisesheltiemom
- Female, 38 years
- Greenfield, MA
- Primary Condition
- MS
- Type
- Relapsing-Remitting
- First symptom
- Oct 2000
- Diagnosis
- Feb 2002
More About wisesheltiemom

top peanut ready for bed bottom peanut with jello cup stuck on his nose. Yes he is my very spoiled baby and he knows it.
When my MS started I would go to stand up at work and my leg usually the left would be dead. The first time I fell on my face. I was so embarrassed I crawled back to my desk. I had forgotten I got up to go to the bathroom. Needless to say I luckily held it in. Then my intestines desided to get in on the action. It got so bad my youngest who was 4 at the time found me on the bathroom floor Bleeding out. He was smart enough to call 911. At the hospital they said I had perfirated my intestines. The dr. told me I had a flare up of IBS, and that he could repair the small hole and I would be fine. So there I was having a colonoscopy ,and my intestines fix while my 4 year old son sat beside me terrified, and crying. I just started to panic, I thought what the hell first my legs now this. gees I'm 27 and I'm already falling apart , what's going to happen next. Anxiety, so bad I could not even get out of bed for 6 months. all I did was cry. I thought I was loosing my mind. Thank god my mom knew what a panic attack was. She saved me there. Then came the fateful day of my MRI. Ok I'm clasterphobic so for me it was like being burrried alive. But I hung in there and got it done. I love my happy place. Beautiful fields of lavender with tons of butterflies...ahhhh. 2 weeks later at my drs office with the whole family in tow. She comes in and says I have bad news and really bad news. the really bad news is you have cervical cancer, the bad news is you have MS( She is no longer my dr. ). I heard nothing after that. I ran the next day to my GYN, and hey I did not have cervical cancer, I had a cyst. OMG I wanted to kill my DR. Instead I fired her. My nerologist at the time was cool he sat me down offered me a stiff drink. I was his very last patient ever, and he was kidding sorta. He did that test oh I forgot what it is call damn it. The one with the checkerboard and the electroids on your head. Crap what is it called I hate when my brain does this. Anyhow he said all the things I was going through were all connected and that it was MS. I have tried 15 different meds all of with I had a really bad reacton to. Currently I have a crappy pcp, and am in search of a neurologist, and on no meds . The problem I have is that I am homebound and need the drs to come to me. There has to be someone out there that does it. I will find them, and won't stop until I do. That's my story. I have learned over the years that I have MS but MS does not have me. I may have to change how I do things but that does not mean that I cannot do them.Life is an adventure and I plan on having the best adventure I can.

This is my pride, joy and laughter. From left to right Justin , Jack,Jasmin(rotti), Millie, Tyler , Leah, Peanut, And Shylo ( Jack, Leah , and Peanuts mama)
This is me and my Husband Eric

left to right peanut, Jack, charlie Gizmo is in my lap and way in the back is leah

Trixie

Sonnette

Missy Kitty

Athena

Athena and Juno sleeping
Athena and Aphrodite sleeping
the view of my town
I'm a big fan of music and it's power to heal so here are my recommendations
album Broken bridges, artist Lindsey Haun, song Broken
fair warning the first time I heard it I cried like a baby.
celine dion a new day has come and I'm alive
jason mraz the remedy
aslo here is a link to something I wrote on my blog I hope you enjoy it. http://geeks.pirillo.com/forum/topics/prejudices-against-the