witch4
witch4
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  • Sex: Female
  • Age: 59y
Condition: 13 additional condition(s)
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  • Mental: Unreported
  • Physical: Unreported
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witch4
Female, 59 years
Oconto, WI
Condition
Bipolar Disorder and 12 more ▼
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About witch4

been bipolar 22 years, a prisoner in my home for at least the last 15 yrs.I have panic and anxiety disorder also.I take 21 total pills per day. don't know if i'm coming or going some days..I do not have a life, and do not do much in the house either as it is a big struggle for me to.Some nights I sleep,some I do not, then some I'll sleep for days. I have 2 horses, my life savers, I go them alot when I down, they listen..or I'll take off and ride and talk to them. Again, my only outlet,WHEN i can walk out that scary door.I have 2 grown dauthers, and 2 grandkids.and a husband that did not stand

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Member since: Jan 12, 2009 Last Login Feb 28, 2010

Conditions

  1. ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)
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  2. Bipolar Disorder
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  3. Drug Addiction
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  4. Dysthymia
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  5. Generalized Anxiety Disorder
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  6. Major Depressive Disorder
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  7. OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder)
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  8. PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)
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  9. Panic Disorder
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  10. Phobic disorder
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  11. Schizophrenia
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  12. Social Anxiety Disorder
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  13. Tobacco Addiction
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More About witch4

by me.  they all got sick and tired of "it" and me, Because they could not see the illness, they stopped believeing I had one.. They started telling me to Get over it, You can do it, Just push youself,Mind over matter, If you want it bad enough, you'll do it. and things like that to me. I felt like a fool, a adult who couldn't leave the house, heard and saw things they did not, and on and on. When I did try to go somewhere,i would get panic attacks, it felt like a heart attack, heck I thought I was having one, and that scared me worse because then I was really scared to leave. I'm on 9 different kinds of meds as of now, and still tweeking them. Can you even think thats possible after all these years? That they have not found the right mix for me?I'm a rapid recycler . i do like the feeling of manic...but I hate the other side of it..depression..I hate second guessing myself all the time,  forgetting things, then forgetting what I forgot.When I watch tv my mind is on about 20 other things at the same time, when i go to bed my mind is still twisting around thoughts and will not shut off, I never have piece in my head. Well thats all for now I can add on later cuz there is so much more left unsaid about this illness yet.