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What can i say ? I was diagnosed with Bipolar I manic/ depressive disorder in May 08 in the hospital after attempting suicide.I am a mother of 2 whom i love very dearly . I can't handle stress , i fear almost everything, i fear going to the doctor , and i try to avoid anything and almost everything . I constantly isolate myself and don't know why . I was a waitress who loved being around people and loved talking , laughing and meeting new people . I went from being very social to being the biggest coward there is. I am a nervous wreck , i live my life in fear , guilt ,rage , and depressio...