devilnside30
devilnside30
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  • Sex: Female
  • Age: 33y
Condition: 9 additional condition(s)
Quality of Life:
  • Mental: Unreported
  • Physical: Unreported
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devilnside30
Female, 33 years
HEARTLAND, TX
Condition
Bipolar Disorder and 8 more ▼
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About devilnside30

What can i say ? I was diagnosed with Bipolar I manic/ depressive disorder in May 08 in the hospital after attempting suicide.I am a mother of 2 whom i love very dearly . I can't handle stress , i fear almost everything, i fear going to the doctor , and i try to avoid anything and almost everything . I constantly isolate myself and don't know why . I was a waitress who loved being around people and loved talking , laughing and meeting new people . I went from being very social to being the biggest coward there is. I am a nervous wreck , i live my life in fear , guilt ,rage , and depressio...

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Member since: Jan 02, 2009 Last Login Jan 30, 2009

Conditions

  1. ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)
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  2. Bipolar Disorder
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  3. Dysthymia
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  4. Generalized Anxiety Disorder
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  5. Major Depressive Disorder
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  6. OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder)
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  7. Panic Disorder
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  8. Schizophrenia
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  9. Social Anxiety Disorder
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More About devilnside30

What can i say ? I was diagnosed with Bipolar I manic/ depressive disorder in May 08 in the hospital after attempting suicide.I am a mother of 2 whom i love very dearly . I can't handle stress , i fear almost everything, i fear going to the doctor , and i try to avoid anything and almost everything . I constantly isolate myself and don't know why . I was a waitress who loved being around people and loved talking , laughing and meeting new people . I went from being very social to being the biggest coward there is. I am a nervous wreck , i live my life in fear , guilt ,rage , and depression . I lost my dad in 2004 to HIV/AIDS. He was my bestfriend and my confidant . I miss him like crazy and i can't get over his loss. There are days that i feel as if i'm going crazy and i can't focus or concentrate and noise irritates me bad . I hate my meds , they make me feel like a guinepig like im physically here, but mentally, not here if you know what i mean . I gained 30 lbs on them so i quit taking them regularly. Is there anybody out there like me ? Is there anybody who is satisfied with there meds who can tell me what meds actually work for them and don't make them get FAT and feel like a DARN ZOMBIE ? PLEASE HELP !!! I WANT MY LIFE BACK , THE DEVILNSIDE IS TAKING CONTROL OF ME . P.S MY DOCTOR SUCKS TOO !!