well i am the only one left out of the two children my parents have.

and neither one of us had any kids either, not sure i will have any, time is ticking away on that having a kid thought...

I feel bad for my parents they were the best. they lost my little brother in 2002, and now waiting for me to die too..  Or hoping that I dont. losing one already has hurt them.

Since I openly tell others I have HIV, i have been put down, rejected, and anything negitive for being open about my health stats..  So tired of being asked what did i do wrong to get HIV... like that has anything to do with getting HIV. But I try to tell those who are stupid, and ask such fucked up things. How it is really like. If you have problem with my having HIV, laters... dont need your input on my health lol. 

I am online with yahoo messanger under moonrideru619 if you care to chat or whatever, hit me up there..

Keep your selfs safe...

ps.  I got it from a exboyfriend who had it and never told anyone, known and worked with  him for years, and never knew he had HIV. Until he was dead and someone told my Mom he died because of it, and had it and thats how i found out I got it from  him after my Dia in 95, in 98 he died. and then i was told he had it when we were dating back in 1990.

I wasnt given a chance to protect myself. I guess he wanted me to be with him forever. Not. such an asshole. If your HIV you should give the person your with the choice to take any risks.

than again i have it, does it really matter now how i  got it???

life goings on..... with or without knowing.

Kristina