I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality/ Attention Seeking. I don't know where even to begin. I am on the waiting list for DBT Groups. I have issues with lying and stealing just to get attention. I prick myself with a pin. I tend to adopt symptoms- (i.e. Schizophrenia, and Bipolar)- and pretend I have them. I also have some delusions like believing my own lies I tell or believe other's lies. I knowingly take on other identities. I have total black and white thinking. When confronted in stealing or especially lying; I tend to be angry, bullyish, and violent towards myself, inanimate objects, and extremely rarely other people.
But generally I am basically kind, gentle, soft spoken.
I need help in the biggest possible way.