sixstarus
sixstarus
Sex: F
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Major Depressive Disorder
Depression: 3
Mania: 1
Emotional: 4
Anxiety: 3
Compulsion: 3
External Stress: Overwhelming
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56 F
Function: Low
Distress: High
sixstarus
Female, 56 years
Fairhaven, MA
Primary Condition
Major Depressive Disorder and 10 more ▼
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Diagnosis
Diagnosed

About sixstarus

I don't like myself, I am tired of living, I do not fit in this world,and I have no purpose here. I always think people are against me and I don't know why. I am a good kind person and would give anybody the shirt off my back , I will go without to see someone else happy. I have four kids and five grandchildren. I love my grandchildren more than live. I was with them all the time. But now I don,t see them much I live in another town and don't have a car I lost everything because of depression (house,car, and now my family because I run out of money to give them (22,28,33,32) It hurt so much.

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Member since: May 24, 2008 Last Login Jan 21, 2010

Other Conditions

  1. Drug Addiction
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  2. Dysthymia
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  3. Eating Disorder
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  4. Generalized Anxiety Disorder
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  5. OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder)
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  6. PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)
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  7. Panic Disorder
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  8. Phobic disorder
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  9. Social Anxiety Disorder
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  10. Tobacco Addiction
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More About sixstarus

CryI have had a ruff childhood if you can think of it, it happened to me. given away to others ( not family members) when I was 4 years old ( beaten, sexual abused, and put down all the time. wet the bed and got beat for it). given back to my mother at 6 years old.Still the same things beaten, locked in a closet, hands burnt on stove molested by grandfather, told I was stupid no good. And I never did anything wrong. But I grew up and got past it so I thought. Was married for 30 years still the same thing mental abuse told I fat , stupid, Then I got divorced And It all came crashing down I have been depressed now for about 10 years. I hate myself I am worthless, and I am dumb . I can't say or do anything without someone criticising me. It just not worth talking or doing anything but staying in my room alone. that's where I feel safe. Thats where I belong. I have tried counseling and my counselor is great my doctor takes care me. But I say, is it worth it ( I don't think so) I have no purpose in live and nobody cares anyway. whats the use.