there isnt a time in my life where i dont remember being sad

my symptoms started back in high school will burning in my left shoulder blade, it was written off, i even wrote it off until 2002 when i stopped having feeling in my left big toe and it just progressed up the leg to the hip (which i still cant feel) i have been told that i was crazy and after seeing doctor and doctor they said its either fibro or ms. i deal the best way i can i had to move back home because some days my legs dont work and i fall. i love the doctor i have now he actually listens and remembers just not my chart but actually who i am. and he is willing to try different and new meds when my body becomes used to the ones that im on right now im on something called viibryd. one pill and suggestion that i would have for any of you ladies out there is to get seasonique, i have found that only getting my period one every three months helps with the flairs. i consider myself very luck that my family is so supportive, my mom was diagnosed with chronic fatigue, but some of her symptoms are like mine so we are thinking that she might have been misdiagnosed, but what can you say it was the 70s