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one_step_closer: Sex: F; Data Quality: 3 stars; Borderline Personality; Depression: 3; Mania: 0; Emotional: 1; Anxiety: 1; Compulsion: 0; External Stress: Moderate; Rx Therapy; 26 F; Function: High; Distress: Low

one_step_closer: Female, 26 years; Scotland, United Kingdom

Primary Condition: Borderline Personality and 5 more ▼

First symptom: Jul 2008
Diagnosis: Jun 2009

one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Very bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 23, 2013 May 23, 2013 5:01PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- none Agitation
- none Anxious mood
- none Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- none Confusion
- none Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- none Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- moderate Fatigue
- none Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- moderate Feelings of hopelessness
- severe Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- severe Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- moderate Lack of motivation
- none Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- mild Loneliness
- none Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- none Memory problems
- none Muscle tension
- mild Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- mild Persistent worry
- mild Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- none Ritual or repeated behaviors
- mild Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- none Slowed thinking
- none Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- none Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- none Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for today about 5 hours ago
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Very bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 23, 2013 May 23, 2013 3:43PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 22, 2013 May 22, 2013 5:14PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- none Agitation
- mild Anxious mood
- none Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- mild Confusion
- none Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- none Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- none Fatigue
- mild Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- moderate Feelings of hopelessness
- none Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- mild Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- none Lack of motivation
- none Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- moderate Loneliness
- moderate Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- moderate Memory problems
- none Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- moderate Persistent worry
- mild Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- mild Ritual or repeated behaviors
- mild Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- mild Slowed thinking
- mild Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- mild Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- none Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for today May 22, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 22, 2013 May 22, 2013 2:02PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 22, 2013 May 22, 2013 12:25AM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- mild Agitation
- moderate Anxious mood
- none Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- none Confusion
- none Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- mild Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- none Fatigue
- none Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- severe Feelings of hopelessness
- moderate Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- moderate Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- mild Lack of motivation
- mild Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- moderate Loneliness
- mild Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- none Memory problems
- none Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- moderate Persistent worry
- mild Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- mild Ritual or repeated behaviors
- mild Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- mild Slowed thinking
- none Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- mild Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- mild Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for May 21, 2013 May 21, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 21, 2013 May 21, 2013 4:17PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 21, 2013 May 21, 2013 11:57AM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- mild Agitation
- moderate Anxious mood
- none Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- mild Confusion
- none Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- none Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- none Fatigue
- mild Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- moderate Feelings of hopelessness
- moderate Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- moderate Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- mild Lack of motivation
- mild Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- moderate Loneliness
- mild Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- mild Memory problems
- none Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- moderate Persistent worry
- mild Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- mild Ritual or repeated behaviors
- mild Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- mild Slowed thinking
- mild Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- mild Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- mild Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for May 20, 2013 May 20, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 20, 2013 May 20, 2013 5:39PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 20, 2013 May 20, 2013 2:29PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

111 lb 16 oz BMI: 20.5
one_step_closer updated her weight for May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
one_step_closer completed the Mood Map survey for May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- mild Agitation
- mild Anxious mood
- none Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- mild Confusion
- mild Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- none Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- none Fatigue
- none Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- moderate Feelings of hopelessness
- moderate Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- moderate Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- mild Lack of motivation
- none Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- moderate Loneliness
- moderate Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- moderate Memory problems
- none Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- mild Persistent worry
- none Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- mild Ritual or repeated behaviors
- none Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- mild Slowed thinking
- mild Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- mild Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- mild Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Symptom Update
- mild Agitation
- mild Anxious mood
- mild Avoidance of people
- none Back pain
- moderate Confusion
- mild Daydreaming
- moderate Depressed mood
- none Difficulty falling asleep
- none Difficulty making decisions
- none Dissociation
- none Dizziness
- none Fatigue
- mild Feeling of disconnection
- none Feeling of unreal
- moderate Feelings of hopelessness
- none Hard to get out of bed
- none Headaches
- none Hyperventilation
- none Impulsive behaviors
- moderate Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- none Insomnia
- none Internal Restlessness (Akathisia)
- none Intrusive thoughts images or impulses
- mild Lack of motivation
- mild Light sensitivity (photophobia)
- moderate Loneliness
- moderate Lose train of thought
- moderate Low self esteem
- moderate Memory problems
- mild Muscle tension
- none Nausea
- none noise in head
- none Overdosing
- none Pain
- mild Persistent worry
- none Problems concentrating
- none Racing thoughts
- none Rapid speech
- mild Rash or skin problems
- none Restlessness
- moderate Ringing in ears (tinnitus)
- mild Ritual or repeated behaviors
- mild Self harm thoughts or urges
- moderate Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- none Self injury or harm
- none Self medicating
- none Sensitivity to sound or noise
- mild Slowed thinking
- mild Slow speech (bradyarthria)
- mild Social anxiety
- none Stomach pain
- moderate Suicidal
- moderate Suicidal ideation
- none Thoughts of overdosing
- See more
one_step_closer updated her symptoms for May 18, 2013 May 19, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013 3:36PM
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality
Borderline Personality Disorder
- First symptom: Jul 14, 2008
- Diagnosis: Jun 1, 2009
one_step_closer updated the condition Borderline Personality Disorder May 19, 2013
one_step_closer

Sex: F

Data Quality: 3 stars

Depression: 3

Mania: 0

Emotional: 1

Anxiety: 1

Compulsion: 0

External Stress: Moderate

26 F

Function: High

Distress: Low

I am: vb

I have:
Borderline Personality

Bad
one_step_closer added an InstantMe for May 19, 2013 May 19, 2013 1:40PM
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111 lb 16 oz BMI: 20.5

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