- SameOleShit
- Sex: F
- Data Quality: 0 stars
- Major Depressive Disorder
- Depression: 4
- Mania: 2
- Emotional: 4
- Anxiety: 4
- Compulsion: 4
- External Stress: Moderate
- Rx Therapy
- 30 F
- Function: Low
- Distress: High
- SameOleShit
- Female, 30 years
- Pinson, AL
- Primary Condition
- Major Depressive Disorder
- First symptom
- ?
- Diagnosis
- ?
More About SameOleShit
. I as a child I have always been depressed. Always crying for no good reason , feeling like I don’t belong , left out and different from everyone in my family, including my friends who I pushed away. When I was 14 they told me I had PTSD which lead me to have the Bipolar disorder. Which has been very complicating for myself and my family. I was adopted . I don’t
Know my real parents, so I don’t know if this illness was passed to me along the way. My episodes of depression has not been off and on, it has lasted for years with no breaks. They told me I had type 2 Bipolar. My moods are very rapid and frequent. I have irritability , loss of interest in my life, inability to do things I usually would be doing. I have major sleep disturbances. I also decreased appetite, lack of energy , tired, fatigued, feel sad, unhappy, I worry all the time, loss of concentration, memory loss, despair, feeling worthless, difficulty doing things and getting things done, self critical thoughts, loss of self-esteem, social
Withdrawal , feeling dead and detached. I also have very morbid thoughts , thoughts about my death , suicidal thoughts, ideas and actions . Also, very destructive behavior . At times emotional and physical pain.
Delusions of guilt and sometimes lack of personal hygiene when I’m going thur a manic depression state.
My mood disturbance is so severe that it impairs my ability of occupational functioning , relationships my family and children who are very young., work and social activities. I have been put on mood stabilizers ,
Anti-psychotics and anti-depressants. I have been on about 5 anti-depressants . None have worked for me until I got on the mood stabilizers and anti-psychotics. I am never happy , always thinking about stuff that does not matter or exist .I sometimes have noises in my head. Major mood swings which impairs my thinking ability. I have disorganized thought process, inability to act appropriately in a work environment, and causes great anxiety which prevents me from completing common tasks. The reason I don’t have many doctors in my adult hood is because I had no insurance and I was abusing drugs really bad. I’m now seeking care and I’m taking my meds as I should . I’m trying my best to get my life back. I also have very poor judgment,
At times I get aggressive, picking fights, lashing out when others don’t go along with my plans, and blaming anyone who criticizes my behavior. Racing thoughts; jumping quickly from one idea to the next which drives me really crazy. Acting recklessly without thinking about the consequences. Suicide is a major risk factor for me cause it’s all I tend
To think about. I have written a suicide note incase I do take my own life. I’m now seeking treatment at Eastside mental health center. My doctor referred me to them after
I got out of the hospital for trying to kill my self . They put me back on the meds and
Keep me there I think for about 6 days. I almost went back one time but I took control. But with me there’s no telling when I’m going to have an out brust . I can be sitting down
Watching a movie and get really depressed and just start crying for no reason. I also having a learning disability . Which affects my illness. Here is where I will close this.
Know my real parents, so I don’t know if this illness was passed to me along the way. My episodes of depression has not been off and on, it has lasted for years with no breaks. They told me I had type 2 Bipolar. My moods are very rapid and frequent. I have irritability , loss of interest in my life, inability to do things I usually would be doing. I have major sleep disturbances. I also decreased appetite, lack of energy , tired, fatigued, feel sad, unhappy, I worry all the time, loss of concentration, memory loss, despair, feeling worthless, difficulty doing things and getting things done, self critical thoughts, loss of self-esteem, social
Withdrawal , feeling dead and detached. I also have very morbid thoughts , thoughts about my death , suicidal thoughts, ideas and actions . Also, very destructive behavior . At times emotional and physical pain.
Delusions of guilt and sometimes lack of personal hygiene when I’m going thur a manic depression state.
My mood disturbance is so severe that it impairs my ability of occupational functioning , relationships my family and children who are very young., work and social activities. I have been put on mood stabilizers ,
Anti-psychotics and anti-depressants. I have been on about 5 anti-depressants . None have worked for me until I got on the mood stabilizers and anti-psychotics. I am never happy , always thinking about stuff that does not matter or exist .I sometimes have noises in my head. Major mood swings which impairs my thinking ability. I have disorganized thought process, inability to act appropriately in a work environment, and causes great anxiety which prevents me from completing common tasks. The reason I don’t have many doctors in my adult hood is because I had no insurance and I was abusing drugs really bad. I’m now seeking care and I’m taking my meds as I should . I’m trying my best to get my life back. I also have very poor judgment,
At times I get aggressive, picking fights, lashing out when others don’t go along with my plans, and blaming anyone who criticizes my behavior. Racing thoughts; jumping quickly from one idea to the next which drives me really crazy. Acting recklessly without thinking about the consequences. Suicide is a major risk factor for me cause it’s all I tend
To think about. I have written a suicide note incase I do take my own life. I’m now seeking treatment at Eastside mental health center. My doctor referred me to them after
I got out of the hospital for trying to kill my self . They put me back on the meds and
Keep me there I think for about 6 days. I almost went back one time but I took control. But with me there’s no telling when I’m going to have an out brust . I can be sitting down
Watching a movie and get really depressed and just start crying for no reason. I also having a learning disability . Which affects my illness. Here is where I will close this.