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depressed_to_death: Sex: M; Data Quality: 2 stars; Major Depressive Disorder; Depression: 4; Mania: 2; Emotional: 4; Anxiety: 4; Compulsion: 4; External Stress: Overwhelming; Rx Therapy; 35 M; Function: Low; Distress: High

depressed_to_death: Male, 35 years; Pakistan

Primary Condition: Major Depressive Disorder and 9 more ▼
First symptom: Oct 1991
Diagnosis: Jan 2002

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Mood Map
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- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for May 13, 2012 • May 13, 2012

came back to Pakistan ..

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depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for May 20, 2012 • May 20, 2012
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White Blood Cell

15 WBCs 10^3/mcL

depressed_to_death added a new White Blood Cell value for May 20, 2012 • May 20, 2012
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depressed_to_death added an InstantMe for May 13, 2012 • May 13, 2012 1:35PM

miss mom on mother's day

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Mood Map
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- Depression
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depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for May 5, 2012 • May 05, 2012

want to go back home!

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Stopped treatment

Smoking Cessation Therapy
- Reason: Did not seem to work
depressed_to_death stopped taking the treatment Smoking Cessation Therapy • May 13, 2012
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New evaluation

Citalopram Treatment Evaluation
- Efficacy for PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder): None
- Efficacy for Dysthymia: None
- Efficacy for Major Depressive Disorder: None
- Side Effects: Moderate
- Adherence: Always
- Burden: A little
depressed_to_death added a treatment evaluation for Citalopram • May 13, 2012
Stopped treatment

Citalopram
- Stopped: May 13, 2012
- Reason: Doctor's advice
depressed_to_death stopped taking the treatment Citalopram • May 13, 2012
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Added treatment

Bupropion
- Started: May 13, 2012
- Dosage: 300 mg/24 hours daily
- Purpose: Major Depressive Disorder, Tobacco Addiction, and Dysthymia
depressed_to_death added the treatment Bupropion • May 13, 2012
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Symptom Update
- mild Dizziness and feeling faint
- severe Deadened emotions
- severe Persistent worry
- moderate Brain fog
- severe Difficulty thinking
- severe Guilt related to addiction
- moderate Anxiety attacks
- moderate Muscle tension
- mild Flashbacks
- mild Acid reflux
- moderate Uncontrollable crying
- severe Loneliness
- severe Ruminating thoughts
- severe Irritable and grouchy
- mild Shortness of breath (dyspnea)
- severe Difficulty waking up
- severe Mood swings
- mild Back pain
- severe Excessive guilt
- moderate Anticipatory anxiety
- severe Cloudy thinking
- severe Insomnia
- severe Boredom
- severe Fatigue
- severe Problems concentrating
- severe Restlessness
- moderate Loss of short term memory
- mild Dizziness
- severe Suicidal
- severe Tremor in hands
- moderate Dissociation
- severe Inattention
- mild Brain quakes/vibrations
- severe Feeling of hopeless and irremediable social/emotional isolation
- mild Stomach pain
- mild Heart palpitations
- moderate Memory problems
- severe Self isolation
- mild Legs shaking
- severe Fear
- severe Avoidance of situations
- severe Difficulty sleeping through night
- severe Startle easily
- severe Difficulty falling asleep
- mild Nausea
- severe Anxiety and frustration
- severe Low self esteem
- severe Feelings of hopelessness
- moderate Hyperactivity
- severe Stress
- mild Blurry vision
- moderate Fear of embarrassment
- severe Feeling emptiness
- mild Pain
- severe Headaches
- severe Inability to experience pleasure (anhedonia)
- moderate Nightmares
- severe Sensitivity to loud sounds
- severe Craving nicotine
- severe Lack of motivation
- mild Dry mouth (xerostomia)
- moderate Panic attacks
- severe Avoidance of people
- moderate Sweating
- severe Avoidance of challenges and stress
- mild Excessive daytime sleepiness (somnolence)
- severe Social anxiety
- moderate Bowel irritability
- severe Craving drugs
- severe Impulsive behaviors
- mild Hyperventilation
- severe Self hating thoughts (repetitive and involuntary)
- severe Anxious mood
- severe Depressed mood
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depressed_to_death updated hisyour symptoms for May 5, 2012 • May 05, 2012
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Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 30, 2012 • Apr 30, 2012
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2 stars
depressed_to_death earned a star! • May 05, 2012
Nice work! One more star and you get a PLM t-shirt!
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Mood Map
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depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 18, 2012 • Apr 18, 2012

stress....

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- Function
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- Depression
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depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 24, 2012 • Apr 23, 2012
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Weight

176 lb 6 oz

BMI

23.9
depressed_to_death updated hisyour weight for Apr 23, 2012 • Apr 23, 2012
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depressed_to_death added an InstantMe for Apr 2, 2012 • Apr 01, 2012 9:58PM

wish mom was here!

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Updated outcome

Mood Map
- Function
- Distress
- External Stress
- Depression
- Emotional
- Compulsion
- Anxiety
- Mania
depressed_to_death completed the Mood Map survey for Apr 2, 2012 • Apr 01, 2012
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Added treatment

Group Therapy
- Started: ?
- Purpose: Drug Addiction
depressed_to_death added the treatment Group Therapy • Apr 01, 2012
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Added treatment

Varenicline
- Started: Mar 25, 2012
- Dosage: 1 mg daily
- Purpose: Tobacco Addiction
depressed_to_death added the treatment Varenicline • Apr 01, 2012
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